the waiting game

Is there ANYTHING worse than waiting for big news? No. Since December 31 I have been patiently waiting for the letter that may very much change my life. The first phase of acceptance into pharmacy school. It is all I can really think about, and the only thing my pre-pharm friends and I seem to talk about. Its so nerve-racking that the crew in charge of all of this went through my application and decided if I was good enough. That sentence alone is enough to put me into my panic mode. Lately I've been doing everything I can to AVOID thinking about this letter. Crafting is my current vice, but I'm fresh out of things to create. The letter will not arrive until next week. Its like having an angel and a devil on your shoulders. One side tells you not to get your hopes up, this may not happen, while the other is planning an outfit for interview day. I still haven't picked a side. All I know is I have no plan B, I only have plan A. I want this.